My husband Ted and I have four children – Rose, Lily, Sage, and Dillan, who we call Dill. I had breastfed all my children and when I was weaning the youngest I noticed a lump and some inflammation of my breast. The doctors thought it might be an infection because I had breastfed for a long time. Ordinarily I wouldn’t have had a mammogram since I was only 38 at the time. It was July 2011 and I was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer. It was a big shock because of my age and the fact that there had been no family history.
With four little ones you wonder what will happen. You never know what’s going through their minds. My oldest daughter was distant for a while and we talked about it. It turns out she thought maybe she could catch it. People sometimes ask how do you do it with four kids, but I say that’s why I do it … FOR the four kids. . I love herbs and flowers and these four are my own little garden, Rose, Lily, Sage and Dill.
I’ve been through radiation and chemotherapy and some surgeries and I have just learned that the cancer has come back and is in the bones. It’s a whole different ball game now because now I’ll have a different treatment plan. It’s scary but at the same time it’s just another chapter of life. My faith has not wavered and I know that God will get us through this. You play the hand you are dealt and with God’s help, you succeed. I know I didn’t go through this without a reason. I want to show other people that this is not the end; it’s a new beginning.